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The Awakening

Track 18 of 15

The Awakening

Regret, Longing, Devotion. A love lost to time — and the wish that haunts every moment after.

About This Track

The album opener is a haunting confession of love lost through carelessness. Pidgin and poetry collide as the narrator mourns a goddess he failed to hold — part prayer, part plague, all regret.

Lyrics

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At the beginning of time

When all faith sublime

When you... were not... mine

I wish... I wish I didn't have to wish

Oya, hear my story

At the beginning, faith be sublime

Before your matter come scatter my mind

Elbows crossed, all my hope dey dwindle

Darkness dey fly, no candle enkindle

The shadows come, the hopeless form

But I know say, na my heart be the storm

Na my heart, storm the plague

Wey scatter the land of desert, I beg

And leave the norm... ah

Until you come

But the goddess I met, she soon take form

With black eyes and dry shadowy horn

With lavish lips, but coated with thorn

With bright skin wey dey burn me like sun

Your piercing gaze, e no fit turn

E hook me one time, now I dey run

Now you dey run

Omo, you solve the puzzle of our mind

Ay, but I wish I had fit to press rewind

I hate myself for never being so kind

I wish I never had left you behind

Forever bind, I wish I fit

Forever bind, but now I just dey wish

After you, I feel like bubonic plague

This suffering, e be chronic, no be vague

Like small pikin wey no get any aid

I dey run like dog wey no get shade

I dey scream "I wish I never made"

See the level wey my whole life degrade

I dey think... "Why I do you like dis"

I throw away my only bliss

But the goddess I met, she soon take form

With black eyes and dry shadowy horn

With lavish lips, but coated with thorn

With bright skin wey dey burn me like sun

Your piercing gaze, e no fit turn

You left me... now you must burn

Omo, you solve the puzzle of our mind

Ay, but I wish I had fit to press rewind

I hate myself for never being so kind

I wish I never had left you behind

Forever bind, I wish I fit

Forever bind, but now I just dey wish

Now at the end of time

Na now I wish you were mine

I solved the puzzle, but I crossed the line

I wish I had glued... I wish I fit bind

I hate myself... for never being... kind

I wish you didn't have to wish... but you do

REWIND

Omo, you solve the puzzle of our mind

Ay, but I wish I had fit to press rewind

I hate myself for never being so kind

I wish I never had left you behind

Forever bind, I wish I fit

Forever bind, but now I just dey wish

I wish I never left you behind

My goddess... my goddess

Na so I dey wish

Left you behind

I wish I didn't have to wish

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